APhycoMurderdMyRat

When I write this I am mainly just talking to myself. No one will read this. So in that case I am talking to myself. I haven't used deviant art in a long time. not for photography. art, poetry. nothing. I've been living in the south for a long time now. I don't   even know how long. When i say this, it sounds like I'm writing from a far away lost land. Which pretty much, is where I am. When I first moved here, I was pathetic. I believed in nothing. I was determined to stare into space till I was to rot. I ended relationships with close friends just for amusement . Or that's what I like to tell myself. All I know, is those relati

Today was amazing, tho its just gunna make me miss them more, it was a good day . The first twenty minutes into the movie i had thought of so many things i could do.. but its wrong . i left the movie after a wile . sat in the hallways , wasted time . walked around a bit more. And In the end I wanted to end it more "rememberable" but again with my fantasies . Anyways thanks for going isabella, wouldve been really boring if you didnt go . one more day till .

So I knew it'd happen, My friends told me it would happen, I should do it first. I was hooked, Just wish someone told her she was important, more than she knew. All my plans for my last week here revolved around her,